If Only in My Dreams | Review

Title: If Only in My Dreams
Author: Carrie Aarons
Pages: 250 pages
Version: Ebook (ARC)
Release date: 3 December 2021
Rating: ★★★★

Synopsis

’Tis the season to … be freshly divorced at twenty-six and moving back into your parents’ house?

Because that’s my reality this Christmas. As if it isn’t bad enough that my entire hometown is buzzing with the news of my failed marriage, who is the first person I bump into at the grocery store? The guy who treated me like his personal booty call in high school just happens to be looking at spices while I’m trying to pick up cinnamon for my mother.

And get this; Porter Kelly, the broody, mysterious recluse who exposed his own secrets to the world by writing a book about his family years ago, is the one who acts like I wronged him. His rude remarks on aisle nine are the final straw as my exhausted unhappiness breaks, and I’m officially calling off the most wonderful time of the year.

Too bad it’s literally impossible for the woman whose parents own a railroad that specializes in Christmas train rides to ignore the holiday season. Because I’m back under their roof, it’s mandatory to work in the middle of the red and green merriment, Santa himself, and wait for it…

Porter serenading us with the greatest festive hits of all time. That’s right, apparently my teenage heartthrob turned nemesis not only works for my parents, but can strum a guitar like he’s trying to get every soccer mom on board pregnant. As we’re forced to spend more time together than ever, his past baggage and my marital rejection make their way to the surface, bonding us in ways neither of us knew possible.

I thought I was heartbroken about my ex-husband wanting to end our marriage, but that pain is nothing compared to what Porter could inflict. He seems like a changed man, one on the precipice of a new chapter, which is exactly where I find myself. Would it be crazy to think we could turn the page together?

Returning home was the only option I had. But as I come dangerously close to counting on the first man who broke my heart, I wonder if all of my future dreams are too good to be true.


Review

This book was provided by the author in exchange for an honest review. Thank you Carrie Aarons!

If Only in My Dreams is a standalone Christmas themed Romance about Madison and Porter.

Who doesn’t love a good Christmas-themed Romance book?! I always enjoy reading Christmas themed books to get into the spirit, and this year I started with If Only in My Dreams. If Only in My Dreams is an enemies to lovers/second chance Romance set in a small town. Three things that I absolutely love in books! Carrie Aarons created such a beautiful story, not just about Christmas, but about so much more. I love that she always puts these ‘extra things’ in her books and that they’re not ‘just a Romace book’ (although there’s nothing wrong with that!).

Madison is heartbroken and she came back to her hometown to mend her heart. Porter is a moody man but he has such a beautiful spirit, he’s always helping others. I really liked that Madison and Porter had a past, and that they had a second chance at love. I really enjoyed seeing them grow towards each other, and fall for each other again. They’re so cute together!

If Only in My Dreams was a fast paced and enjoyable read, and it’s the perfect read for the holidays season. Or if you’re already in the Christmas spirit: read this book, and fall in love with Porter! If Only in My Dreams was cute, fun, a bit spicy, the perfect mix for a Christmas-themed book!